pretend i'm just not there

the ups, the downs, the turn arounds; but every thought turns back to you no matter what, no matter how
get outta my head i need not you, you're more then i bargained for, it's a year or more
we said goodbye, and that is that
yet here i am as time goes by
wishing that i could fly

so i'm pasting on that smile you asked for
even though you'll never see it
sometimes i wish we couldn't talk
perhaps then i wouldn't love