snowy friday night

i realized my status has been "complicated" on facebook for a while now...
it was since april, then i had a relationship.
and has been ever since. it's like a boundary for me, another wall.

it's almost a reminder, that i am a complicated person, but a person with hope. i'm both.
it makes me wonder how the outside thinks of me.
i jump in so fast sometimes and please, keep taking it slow; or else i'd be a trainwreck already. sometimes i feel like i am.




"if you are missing me, i am in your shadows trying to decide where i belong/
days slip by; for i am nothing, if you are blind/so the shadows i remain as i try to wait for you to look back, for i belong in your arms; thus i have decided my path."