bffs become EXbffs and replace entirely too quickly

it's funny, but you really don't realize how much people affect you, until you are 'alone'.
funny thing when you pass your "ex"-best friend with her newly stated best friend... who of course used to be yours before.... silly things.
i really think God's telling me that he wants to show i don't need people, all i need is him. as i'm reaching out, trying to find that "guy".. give people second chances again and again..

funny that it has to be around christmas too.. good thing it's a family holiday :]


so... what do i do now.
i wish for hope.