the green monster of betrayal

the hurt one can feel,
from betrayal from the friendship
is just as bad as a broken heart.
why is it as bad?
because a broken heart is what you get.

"before you start blaming and pointing fingers, have the decency to wash them first"

this world is just as bad as any high school drama.
i want out of it. i want above it.
i hate betrayal. it's happened before. it's happening now.
the sad part is, i want to yell and scream, but alas, i cannot.
i shouldn't. i've done enough damage, i don't need them attacking more.

the thing that kills me the most; you call yourself a child of God. and you follow him. now is that really how a child of God behaves? does?

don't get me wrong. i'm nt calling myself perfect or better then you.
but i'm saying at least i know what is happening and am not blinded by the green monster that seemed to have attached itself onto you.