"you really shouldn't say 'i love you' unless you mean it. but if you mean it, you should say it a lot. people forget"
yes, i know; i'm on this 'love' track.
i'm not sure why.. well, that's a lie i guess. i know why... but who likes to admit that stuff, hmm?
it's hard to give up things you don't want to give up. it's hard to accept it won't be like that, possibly never again.
what if it was everything you ever wanted? do you keep holding onto it because of its magic? or do you let it fade into the wind, keeping it in your box of memories to treasure..
funny, i keep trying to help a friend out with that stupid heart of ours, and yet here i am, not being able to follow my own advice i give out... sure, i don't have much stuff, and sure, i talk to the bastard who seems to still have a part of my heart, but jeez. you think it would be easier? seems to be not.
who needs that kind of love at the moment? i can't deal with it.
really, love makes you a liar.
but it causes you to be truthful to the point where it can hurt, mostly to yourself.
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