rhyming ridiculously

of all the things i could say and have done,
and all of what has happened
i still wonder why you have me underneath your spell
it all makes sense, that last missing puzzle piece is there

and then i ask the God almighty
to fully take away from here
so i can run away, hide myself in a hole
to take time to heal this broken soul

the favor i ask, true and bold
He grants with wisdom, but breaks the hold
He sends back what i want away
so that i find courage to face what may

never ask without thinking of the consequences,
but ask anyway
for God will give you what you need,
just perhaps not your way.