is it really the middle of august already?!

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funny how you meet the people you meet, love the people you love, and lose the people you lose.
why?
and how... is this all planned out, by God?
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i didn't realize how much i missed you until we sat down and talked. i'm glad you're going to college; it will help me a lot, as bad and selfish as that sounds. we had a friendship that meshed like the rainbow. i hate how it had disappeared.
i love how we could talk about so many things and it just was the start of a beautiful friendship.
but you hurt me, and that will take a while to heal. unfortunately, this is such a double edged sword. i don't know if i'll ever tell you how much you did hurt me, and how much i fell from it all.
you're a good person. and i'd like to know more of you, sometime.
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it's the weirdest thing to have all these people finally catch up with me and they're all going to college now! i just met these beautiful people haha
it's amazing to be surrounded by God-fearing people. and to love them, quirks and all.
this walk with God is an extremely "twisted" road, and you know me... i'm a klutz haha
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on another note, week two of dance!! last week was, and i can't believe i'm saying this, gnarly. brutal. hard. and i knew it, considering i haven't danced in 2 years! haha. today was the first day i could completely walk normal... and tomorrow i'll go back to being extremely sore again haha
then the audition is on sunday!!!! [company audition to DASSdance up in seattle]
we'll see how this all ends up turning out.
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peace.