to you, my friend

i really hope, friend, you are basing your decisions on what God wants you to do, and not your own desires.
i am praying for you as hard as i can... but man when you can see us all so clearly saying it's a bad idea, i hope you know it's because we think God is telling us it's not good. we love you, you know.
don't lose all your friendships again. we all have been happy to build them back up, but you know how it is to get hurt again and again.. call us selfish, but we love you too much.
please step back and look at yourself; you're going against everything you had said a couple months ago. do you remember promises we made, the long talks we had? everything is down the drain on these because of one decision.... what if it isn't in God's plan?
but please, please don't risk your friendships with us by telling us one thing, but telling other[s] another. you are putting us out on traintracks with that train coming. please, please don't.

i will keep my mouth shut for you, because it is not my battle to fight. thought you know i would. but you come to ask my opinion, you know i will give it, the truth. but i'm praying.