it's like the puzzle is put in place, the wrong begins to right/that exhilarated feeling, lasts through the night. so i'll begin to dance in the rain, so no one will see me cry... i'd still lay down my life, for you, i'd die. hopeless, they say, hopeless i may/ so i shall wander, and correct my mistakes, if love could bring me here, then love it shall take.
how cut off it sounds.... how choppy and clueless... i forget my 'place' and have to butcher my meanings on facebook anymore.
i am friends with people i want patience with. patience to love, and not to hurt or agonize.
i wonder if you read my blog anymore. i dare not say what i want to say completely, just in case. i said what i wanted in my letters.
letters have been my downfall, and my savior.... to you? i don't remember.
last night i went to bed in the weirdest mood... as i smile for my friends, an honest smile, but my insides are burning up.
the term "hopeless romantic" comes up often used.. i'm beginning to know what it means.
but,
hopeless, or hopeful?
i sigh, watching wind wrestle its impatience around with the earth. i wonder when you'll read them; i wonder when we will talk next.
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