love=the slowest form of suicide.

when you draw those tattoos, and put secret messages in them?

i draw a heart; a stupid cliché heart, "broken" in half. one side gets completely covered in, and then the other i put bryn <3 heart
and slightly scribble it in, so it's a 'secret message' yet you could read it.. [i hope lol]
oh, and with an arrow going through it, of course!

so he tells me later he was showing everyone it; [!!!] and that he washed it off..... lol...
i asked him if he read the message in it, and he goes "no.. i couldn't really read it well; 'i love you'?"
i paused, not thinking he'd say that at All.
"well, basically the same thing," i mumbled, and a bit clearer i went, "it said bryn-heart-you"

so what the fuck does that mean?
does he expect that i said that; is it that obvious?
does he think i do, know i do?



i signed his car; and he tells me i can't draw my big heart because he "doesn't want the mexicans to give him grief"
as i know very, very well what that Really means. hmph.

so what does he do? later on he tells me that he drew a big heart.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR
this will be the death of me i swear.