life is at a tilt;

i will be eighteen in four months and ten days.
this is rather exciting. i decided i really want to get a tattoo. it's going to say 'dance' on it; i just need to figure out the language. it's going to be the inside of my wrist, i'm thinking the left side, but... i mean that's the one i write on. of course it would be that one. should it be on the right instead? idk. i also put my bracelets on the left, if i wear them.


i need to start making the Boy a bracelet. his is starting to break and and he wants a new one :]
idk what the hell we are lol. everyone assumes/thinks/says we're dating... yet he refuses. *sigh* eh well. i'll work on it. but damn. he's so wonderful i don't want to ruin the beautiful friendship.
my favorite thing to do with him is go to a park and just hang out; just talk.
{the big dipper is mine, btw. i don't care about the stupid sun}
i have yet to completely figure him out. but he's someone who's completely, completely precious to me, and he's amazing.
gahh.
...yeah i know...i posted about him last night lol...

give me one reason why not to fall harder.. i already stumble enough around you.
you tell me don't be so affectionate, it messes with your head, yet you are more affectionate then me!!



well i feel absolutely horrible right now. headache, i'm sore, i feel like i might throw up, stomach ache, BLAH.
work in half an hour. wooh-hoo.
peace.