i laugh.
i cry.
i breathe,
i die.
i hope, in vain,
for you to say my name.
do i keep this candle burning?
or do a fall into the gutter..
do you know?
that my stomach is doing butterflies;
my heart is pumping double time.
i watch,
i'm silent.
i wish,
i pray.
perhaps today...
but no.
i wait.