therapeutic?

it is interesting how letters help you.
it becomes therapeutic, helping you thru your "alcoholism". lol.
what's funny, is for one thing, i will be doing this.
for the other? i wouldn't consider it period. haha. and i know no one can understand this, but there's a reason why i'm not saying anything.
we had problems with this too, yet this is helping me now.
who even knows what this is....

i don't think you read this anymore... but yeah. lol i'm going to stop typing now.
lol