hellogoodbye.

hello;
well, as i wrap my 500th blog post up, i will say goodbye.
not sure if this is just to the blogging world in general, or to this blog.
this blog started out with a reason, and that reason is no longer defining me or there.
yes, this may seem extremely stupid, but half my blog posts are for this reason and i don't want some of my choices now to be determined by the past.
and drama. hahahaha

so i say goodbye, and no more hellos.
but, if you truly want to read all the crap i say facebook/text/email me anyways.

PEACE OUT!

"what is love?
in math, it's a problem.
in history, it's a battle.
in science, it's a reaction.
in art, it's a heart.
but to me?
love always will and simply be, you."

dreading this LOL

so after much contemplation, i've decided to take out my dread.
for those who don't know... yes, i have a dread in my hair.
don't ask me the exact reason why i decided to do it... i just did. and i proved a lot of things wrong - i had it all but the end done, which was definitely less then a year [real dreads to "mature" take over a year], i did not use my permed/curly hair to make it, this happened to be my one section of noncurly, straightish hair, which is pretty much not good hair to dread. and i totally did it! plus, i still shampooed basically every day, which is a big no no with dreads... AND conditioned.

haha and hey you all can have your own opinions on dreads, but the history behind it is cool.
i did it in rebellion... to see if i could... and i kinda liked the look of it.
it is a work of art, if you can get over the "grossness" of it.
i started with a braid, teased it, "ratted" it, twisted it, played with it, and yes, there is a little bit of wax in some places, but otherwise that's all.



peace.

funny "poem" i found

"roses are red, violets are blue, i'm in love but not with you
when we broke up you thought i'd cry
but why would i cry; you're just a typical guy
you told your friends that i was a trick
i told my friends you had a weak d***
i said i love you; you thought it was true
but guess what baby?
you got played too!"



i'm sorry i thought it was hysterical. forgive the language.
means nothing to me at all except for a laugh.

end of april already

okay... time for the bronchitis to go away!!
haven't used the inhaler at all yesterday or today [which is awesome] got prescribed to it on friday.
lame.
i went to my doctor's to just do paperwork [this is the first time i've gone to the adult doctor's..... i don't go very often lol so it was really a switch to them kind of thing.] she tells me i have a fever, and bronchitis, and got prescribed to an inhaler.

i won't even go over about the safeway's pharmacy and my neurologist. BTW - if you can avoid BOTH guys from there, it would be better. both a jerks.
forgive me for FREAKING OUT when the pharmacist tells me that my prescription just went up from 80$ to 330$ after a long, hard, sick day, yeah. i'm going to kinda cry. i probably would have anyway. so waving your hands and going, calm down, calm down, is not going to help me.

my insurance didn't tell me that march 31st they changed my price on my meds - basically their own way of trying to force me to pay more expensive for the brand name, which is what my doctor wants [it's more effective] or go to the generic, which is less.
so i'm STILL waiting for my doctor to call me back and see what they could do...


such a lovely weekend. this weekend will be much nicer [:

"What are little boys made of?
Snips and snails, and puppy dogs tails
That's what little boys are made of!
What are little girls made of?
Sugar and spice and all things nice
That's what little girls are made of!"

"where magic sets sail,
....and adventures become legendary"