die?

why? why can you not die?
though i try to hurt you, it's like an invisible wall bars you inside
i cannot pierce it, sobbing as i may
do you understand how much you're killing me?

the months keep going,
and the clock still ticks
though time keeps slowing down and speeding up
making me forget my outer shell

my hopes and dreams, they're still surrounding me
trying to pester me back to reality
but honestly, half of them are with you...

why? why can you not die?
though i try to hurt you, it's like an invisible wall bars you inside
i cannot pierce it, sobbing as i may
do you understand how much you're killing me?

crumbling, the red shape inside of myself slowly blows away
the wind so passionate, making me pay
what did i do wrong, when i looked into your eyes,
what curse was put upon me?

what did i do,
what did i do,
what curse was put upon me?

i cannot forget
i cannot seem to die completely
no rest in peace
where is my salvation....

i cannot make you die, then leave me.. alone.. from this place..
for to continue to love you, only leaves me with heartbreak.