boys suck and i'm done with them.
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life's a dance - john michael montegomery

When I was fourteen I was falling fast
For a blue eyed girl in my Homeroom class
Tryin' to find the courage to ask her out
Was like tryin' to get off of a water spout


And what she would've said I can't say
I never did ask and she moved away
But I learned something from my blue eyed girl
Sink or swim you've got to give it a whirl


Life's a dance you learn as you go
Sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow
Don't worry 'bout what you don't know
Life's a dance you learn as you go


The longer I live the more I believe
You do have to give if you want to receive
There's a time to listen, a time to talk
And you might have to crawl even after you walk


Had sure things blow up in my face
Seen a long shot win the race
Been knocked down by the slamming door
Picked myself up and came back for more


Life's a dance you learn as you go
Sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow
Don't worry 'bout what you don't know
Life's a dance you learn as you go


Life's a dance you learn as you go
Sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow
Don't worry 'bout what you don't know
Life's a dance you learn as you go


Life's a dance you learn as you go
Sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow
Don't worry 'bout what you don't know
Life's a dance you learn as you go


Life's a dance
Life's a dance
Life's a dance
Take a chance on love
Life's a dance
You learn as you go

stuttering - friday night boys

You walk into the room and I
I, I-I, I, I, I-I, I.
I wanna tell ya, tell ya, but I just can't speak.
This shouldn't be so difficult.
Why-y. why-y-y-y-y-y,
Tell me why I see you and I just can't breathe.

You're like a bullet, girl, to my heart,
You're like a very far shooting star,
The very thing that I need,
Look at how you get to me

I can never be myself,
How can I when I'm stuck in hell?
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing
Wanna tell you how I feel inside
But every time I go and try
Mutterin, mutterin, muttereh-ing
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing

Don't leave,
I know I effed it up,
That's my luck,
That's just my luh uh uck.
Here I go, Here I go and do it again

You're tut-,
And I'm just so tongue tuh-ied.
Why-y-y, why can't I get it right?
The words just wont come out,
They wanna take down
But I'm still around

You're like a bullet, girl, to my heart
Your like a very far shooting star,
The very thing that I need
Look at how you get to me...

I can never be myself,
How can I when I'm stuck in hell?
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing
Wanna tell you how I feel inside
But every time I go and try
Mutterin, mutterin, muttereh-ing
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing

You're like a bullet, girl, to my heart
Your like a very far shooting star,
The very thing that I need
Look at how you get to me...

I can never be myself,
How can I when I'm stuck in hell?
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing
Wanna tell you how I feel inside
But every time I go and try
Mutterin, mutterin, muttereh-ing
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing

Muttereh-ing.
Stuttereh, stuttered, Stuttereh-ing

'cuz baby you're not alone,

ohhhhh man.
AVPS [a very potter sequel] was amazing. times infinity and beyond. i now just rewatched it these past two days :D

and yesterday we were in borders... why i decided to go into the bookstore FLAT OUT BROKE, idk. awful.
they. had. the. 10 ANNIVERSARY EDITION OF THE SORCERER'S STONE [harry potter book 1] and. DELUXE EDITION OF THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE!!!!!!!! [harry potter book 6]
that was 90$ all together :( never had i been so depressed i could not buy books.
and my birthday is not even close... well it'll be on my wishlist for certain :D or else i'll be buying them before that, depends if i have any money :P hahaha


CAN YOU SEE THAT WE'RE HAVING SUNSHINE FOR THE THIRD DAY IN A ROW?!?!?

take this advice to heart by ever word:

love is just a hoax
so forget everything that you have ever heard.

summer's coming?

this summer's been so good i haven't felt like writing!
that and haven't had much happening.. lol

randoms of the morn

what a wonderful thing a friend is!
and to God to give us such. thta is a praise.



RADICAL.
SICK/TIRED.
ONLY YOU.
COME ALIVE.
AMEN.

thurrrrrrrrsday.

GOD IS FREAKING AMAZING.
woot! last night was bible study - starting joel - what a piece of work.
new enumclawers at the study :] i'm happy.

creation is next week!! i can go on a day i'm very excited for this!!

and the beach tomorrow i cannot wait for this our first vacation since last summer ahhhh :D :D :D ocean shores, here i come!

how glorious God is. amen.

glass eye. part 2

lady tramp staring out the window
not really watching anything out there
a single tear rolling down
(disappointing...)
glass shattering
as that eye rolls off the floor and away
you didn't see the same thing
thru that piece of glass

what is it about saturdays?

funny how when you finally confront the thing you've been hiding from, even though you're pretty sure you know the answer to it, it still hits you just as hard..


guess this is me finally confronting the feeling God's been giving me of the NO.... lol

umm, summer? where'd my sun go?

fine. fresh. fierce.

you know it's funny how all the people and shit i talk about on here... is it gossip, or merely me venting? it runs a fine line... i mean i say when i'm happy, i say when i'm sad.. i say when i'm angry, and i say when i'm glad ;] ;]
the sunshine is beautiful, i always loved summer the best. i'm such a girl here - TANNING!!!!! haha.

out in the pool all day [trying not to get sunburnt....lol..] i'm loving it. keep bringing it, God!
He is so amazing.
funny - i was talking to two of my good friends from the study on wednesday - the two who were there in the beginning with me, about how we can find the joy we have in our lives, but still have little things that are "wrong". but little things they are.
i mean i am loving the life God is giving me, and what a journey i'm having! the time of my life "]

96 degrees.

God is good, people are crazy, and the sunshine is beautiful.

the sun the sun the sun

THANK THE LORD FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL SUNSHINE HALLELUJAH.



i cannot understand people. i used to be so good at it. people who are older are harder to get. lol it was so easy to figure out highschoolers hahaha now people are complicated.

happy america.

john 8:32

funny how you talk yourself into being strong, that you can do it, get over it,
and one look sends you back into the spiraling land of nevermind...
it all melted away when you look deep within the eyes of it
and you'll never remember another thing or why you had said no to this addiction in the first place.


man last time i posted real shit on this it got me in trouble hahaha i have eyes everywhere. i'd be scared if you were one of those eyes.



i do not know what to do. at all.
feeling elation then depression
nervous and overeactment

butterflies....
gahhhhh i'm tearing myself up way too much for all this.
girl.....

window apparation

thru the window out the door
i just can't take this anymore
hello? goodbye?
which is it was it ever did you even try

what was it..

thru that window, and what comes next?

glass eye.

do you see through this piece of glass in front of your face?
do you see a dream, a wish, reality, redemption, or something else?
that piece of glass,
do you study it, or is it just a mere glance?
something that looks beautiful to you, or an ugly thing you don't want to remember?

hands over my face
frustration's overwhelming
why why why
over and over again it calls and asks....

this glass in your face, your eye, your hand,
tell me, do you see it?

well that's all folks

well today was busy hahahaha

i'm trying to leave a message on the phone to my friend, and well i'm in a parking lot lol... my church's parking lot haha i figured it'd be a safe so this cop swings by and starts trying to talk to me.... i end the message with oh great a cop....
after the cop asks me what i'm doing.. lol.. i call a second time to leave the message hahahaha telling my friend what happened :P oh goodness i prolly sound stupid too hahahaha