no.

so stupid :(
this day just wasn't my day.
yeah so the power went out last night. alright.. not that huge big of a deal.
my dance classes went well.
lunch was fine.
that damn party wasn't the best.. don't know who/boy/girl/age it is and so just wing it, only to find out that oh yes... there was a theme, and it's not the correct colors... [this was a birthday party at work] so later on we find where all the decorations are.. my new supervisor put them somewhere crazy. ended up whipping everything out fast, but the poor twelve year old girl only ended up seeing three guests. one of them was a cousin... don't know if that counts or not.. but because of this poweroutage and stuff... :\ i felt bad for her.
get off at a good time for work then find out at about five that oh. the wedding? it's starting now. not at 6. racing out the door with half finished makeup, pinched my finger so i have a blood blister there now... completely miss the wedding itself because i get myself lost and lost it. called mother to get me to this damn church. yes i said damn church. [it's latter day saints anyways] lost it again in there for a tiny bit only because i looked like i was crying so yeah duh i'm not stable then lol.
get home finally to learn power is back up and then to walk up and find my fucking bird died. :( :( :( :( :( was fine an hour before and my family has made sure all of them were fine. he was in such a position i was a basketcase for the rest of the night and idk. so so so miserable.
ugh.

thank God christmas is coming soon.

"I’m left here asking, when did I trade in my bleeding heart for a selfish win?"

from "dead poetic" - vices